.....Its OFFICIAL, I started applying for work. I have already stopped at the New Cracker Barrel, and Wal-mart (seasonal is all they offer right now, but still applied). I am gonna head out to Starbucks, and a few other places this week. I also am gonna apply to be a sub with the school system, since I do have a degree, even though its not teaching, at least I can sub. I do only want part-time right now since I still have to be available to get the kids to and from activities, and on and off the bus. But it will be kinda nice to get out with ADULTS again...been a long time for me.
For my SAHM friends, I know you wanna know why I'm going, and its for these reasons:
- It was the agreement with hubby when the kids all went to school I'd go back
- I am a crappy housekeeper so if I'm out there working, then it kind of null and voids SOME of the mess LOL
- Finally I really want to see a paycheck...and minimal as it maybe in my own name.
Ya know Shayne has NEVER made an issue out of it and really hasn't yet, but I gotta get out there again, and I am scared...crazy I know, but its been a LONG, time since I have done this in the real world.
I also made a HUGE decision, I am going back to school....I so wished I had the strength to be a nurse then the job market would be a lot more lucrative for me and it would be a HUGE increase in pay for this household LOL but I am really scared to go do it....I don't think I can....but we'll see.
I never thought I'd be scared to go to work, but it feels like its been FOREVER since I have been out there, God give me the strength to do this.
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